. . me and my awe-inspiring world . .

tonight I just feel so .. mmm .. i dont know, it is a kind of a conflict of emotion .. hahaha ..

today is my first lecturing day after holiday, and still, it's about neoplasm. but at early morning i went to my campus early, to attend "asistensian" for Histology, and that's why i woke up at half to 5 oclock this morning.

I aint sleepy but actually tired, because last night i didnt have my sleep well. yea, about sleep or not because i have to study for Histology pretest today. hmm ..

at ten i did my pretest and the day walked, and i realize that totally i have a lot of tasks to do before Wednesday. i got home and started doing my works. and finally i finished a half part, a few minutes before i write this post.

Oh my, those were just a half part!!

I think I'm going to hit my own head with Sobotta.

So, this is one of my emotion : depressed. oh, maybe that's too hyperbolic. mmm, tired. hehee

But while doing my tasks, i have my brother and my dog (Choco) that accompany me. they made me laugh, they did something weird like, my brother did, sang do re mi fa sol la si do with his stomach voice and he laughed at himself and said "oh it sounds like a flute that is blown but the hole isn't blocked perfectly!!" with his proud. or, he came with a plate of rice and ate beside me then went away, and came again with another plate and ate beside me, and went again and came again and went again and came again and ALWAYS with another plate of food. Then he asked me, "what's the english for 'makanan penutup'?" and i said "desserts" and he proudly said, "THIS IS MY DESSERT" with a plate of rice and egg in his hand. what the heels, the desserts was STILL rice?

This is the next emotion : happy (what?)

When the night went late, my dog did something that makes me affraid. he couldn't be silent, bark and bark in the night, and hyperactive. i tried to give him food and drink, and he calmed down but then it came again. when i let him went from his cage, he walked to a corner and bark there. what the heels he was barking for?

So this is the next emotion : HAUNTED (what the . . .)

And last, right now, i remember that tomorrow i have to attend tutorial discussion at the morning and i realize that it's so late night! the next emotion is WORRY and SLEEPY, hahaha, so I'm heading to my bed now. Good night :)

sweet regards, Valentina Lakhsmi :)